• Feeling guilty.

    by  • August 26, 2010 • Cheating, Jealousy, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    I feel like I’m falling for you, and that’s a really big deal for me, because I have never felt like this is in my life. I want to be around you all the time, and I feel like I haven’t spoken to you in ages when actually its only been one day. You’re amazing, and the weirdest thing is you don’t even know it, and find it strange when I tell you so.

    But for some reason for the first time other girls are starting to take an interest in ME. One girl I met around the same time I met you has just told me she has feelings for me, and, even though I’ve told her how I feel about you, she calls me and emails me, as a friend, but obviously still with feelings for me. She really needs someone in her life to help her with the stuff she’s going through, and I’m the only one she trusts to do that.

    I am falling in love with you, but by being there for her, I feel like I’m betraying you, cheating on you almost, and that kils me, because I would choose you over anyone else, but I also don’t want to just leave this girl to deal with all the shit she’s going through alone.

    You should know that you’re incredible, and I don’t want to make you jealous, but I don’t want to abandon her either.

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