My dear friends,
I miss you… not only one of you …all of you. Have I left? No. Have you? No… you could be right next to me right now …but you’re barely even there.
How is it that everyone I meet in my life, anyone I make friends with, can seem so sincere but remain so distant? I always used to think that I must be stand-off-ish …or too reserved. I thought that I must not have been opening up to people enough. So when I began University I started with a fresh attitude. I share more about myself, and oh I did… but I realised, no matter how much I tried, I only seemed to be of interest when I had something you wanted. I always offer a listening ear when you have troubles… All I’m asking is for some company and not to be ignored. I’m not sure if you’re hiding your own loneliness… but it’s a feeling that is starting to consume me. I don’t want your pity… I don’t want your consoling …I just like spending a little time with you. So even if you’re busy please don’t ignore me, just say “hey” to let me know you remember I exist.