When I left you so unfeelingly, so uncaringly, so flippantly, you spent months inviting me back into your life. In the end, you told me I was wrong and that you would laugh when my bad karma caught up to me.
I am sure you are laughing now. I am so unhappy where I am! I would do anything to go back and reverse what I did to our relationship. The person I chose instead of you seemed sweeter, more loving, more devoted. You turned out to be the more generous, the more caring and giving by far.
You had trouble showing how much you loved me, but that didn’t mean there was no love in there. Sometimes you were angry and overreacted, but not as much as I did, in the end.
I’ll always love you, and I’ll be sorry for the rest of my life.