I had to prepare for my future yesterday so I couldn’t come. It makes me jealous and hurt that you would just go out and have fun with a boy I really like. You said you didn’t even want to go! A relationship with him will never be able to bloom because you overshadow me in every way. You don’t realize how infectious you are, but I see it. Every guy falls in love with you, probably even my crush loves you now. And when you called me from his phone? gosh. I thought it was him, I was so let down when I answered his call and it was you on the other end 🙁
By the way, why didn’t you even tell me how it went? It’s like I don’t even matter or I shouldn’t know because it doesn’t involve me. I feel shitty for feeling so jealous but .. it’s like I just know things are headed south for me.