My mind hasn’t stopped racing for days. I wish I wouldn’t be so thoughtless, I wish you wouldn’t get so angry. I wish this wasn’t all happening right now. I wish you’d stop promising me we’re getting married and that we’re forever one minute when things seem like they’re going well and then turn around
Read more →I went to you in a moment of desperation, needing someone to cling to to keep me afloat. I needed the touch of a man to save me from drowning, and you were the first man to come to my aid. I didn’t plan to fall in love with you. I didn’t plan to find
Read more →I’m up, I’m down, I’m left, I’m right, I’m happy, I’m sad, I’m confused, I’m jittery. You stare at me like I’m crazy, but I get to have the last laugh because I just KNOW that you are going to get it worse than me. Take a GOOD look little sister, because this is YOU
Read more →I watch as girl after girl walk in and out of your life. Somehow, I’m the only one who’s remained throughout the years. I’m the one you overlook, the one you take advantage of. My kindness can only be stretched so far before it breaks. The things I’ve been through because of you are almost
Read more →Drink, drugs, hook ups, but I’ve never been that girl. I’ve always been the goody goody. Too scared to experiment because I’ve only seen the bad side of those things. I’ve always had to do damage control but never actually got to cause some damage myself. Time and time again I’m called to pick her
Read more →I’m sorry for hurting you, for not telling you the things I should have. I don’t know why I keep doing it. I do love you. I know that I have to let you go because of the foolish things I’ve done. I don’t want to. I know it’s the only right thing left to
Read more →Last time I checked, love was stupid. IT was for people who enjoyed fantasticly mushy Valentines day cards and pale pink hearts. Last time I checked I didn’t need anyone to hold, hug, kiss or….Love me. No one was going to Love me for me anyway. Last time I checked I was fine on my
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