Some days I think I could never miss you more than I do in that moment, but the next day, as I wake to another day without you, I realize I will only ever miss you more. I was really depressed today, so I called up a friend, he asked if I was worried about infidelity or something like that happening. Don’t worry, I quickly said NO! What I’m worried about is forgetting simple things like the way you smell, or how you sound when you sleep, or how you take your coffee in the morning. I’m worried that before I see you again I may lose those things that I loved the most in the short time we have together. 3600 miles is a long way, and any smart person would have said, “that’s just too far”. But I’m not smart…I’m an optimistic idealist…and you are the end all be all, ocean or not. I love you like crazy and I miss you like whoa. Hopefully you never forget it.