We started off as friends, instantly hit it off and when we talked there was never an awkward moment, not even when we just stared at each other with lack of things to say. I have to say, I liked you more then I should have, and I remember when you started dating her how upset I was, but you didn’t last as a couple and simply remained friends. I have to admit, I still felt threatened since she was so pretty and she was older then me.
So I kept my guard up and I tried to show you that I liked you. I was too nervous. So we stayed friends, even though every time I saw you, I just wanted you to kiss me. Then I come back from the trip you were supposed to come on, to find that you’re dating someone else. I guess it just wasn’t meant to be.
I still like you, so much more than I should but there’s no point anymore. I’m just not the one for you and it hurts more then you will ever know.
Screw it all, it’s much too complicated having feelings. I just hope that one day you can see me, and feel the same way I do. I want to just kiss you and have you hold me close. oh well.