I miss you everyday. I still think it’s stupid that you had to move to Iowa. For the rest of my life I’ll feel angry towards that stupid state. You want to know what really pisses me off though? The fact that you promised you’d keep in touch and you aren’t making much of an attempt. It’s the 21st century. This shouldn’t be difficult.
We got so close in the months before you left. I knew I could talk to you about anything. I trusted you and that’s so hard for me to do. Now you’re gone and I have no one to talk to again.
You promised us that you wouldn’t forget us. Liar. It’s totally understandable that you would make new friends once you moved, but does that mean that you have to leave the rest of us in the dust? The worst of it all was when you finally came to visit and we hardly saw you. That hurt. Did you seriously not want anything to do with us? Oh, and thanks for not saying good bye. Real classy.
I don’t want to be angry with you. Truly I don’t, but it’s hard knowing I’ve lost such a good friend. You have no idea how long it took for me to get used to the fact that you weren’t coming back. For weeks I imagined that I saw you in the hallway. Each time I wanted to burst into tears when I realized it wasn’t you.
Part of me feels like I’m being ridiculous. Am I supposed to feel this sad so many months later? Who knows. I just miss you so much.