• Dear Self

    by  • August 23, 2010 • Hatred, Self-Esteem • 3 Comments

    I HATE YOU and I could not mean it more. You screw EVERYTHING up and ruin anything you touch/look at/breathe on. You are a GIANT and WORTHLESS piece of SHIT! You have no friends and rightly so. You’re not cool enough and you’re DEFINITELY not pretty enough. You lack a complete education and personality. Honestly, I’m surprised you’ve made it this far in life without killing yourself. Seriously, what keeps you from doing it? No one would care, no one would notice if you did. Sure there’s a FEW that might say, “I’d notice. I’d care.” But when it come down to it they just lied to your face. No one cares about you. Why else would you spend every holiday /birthday alone or working while everyone else is with her loved ones. You are absolutely insignificant to the rest of the world. But you make a great place to shit. The only thing you’re good at is being a door mat.

    In all reality, I look forward to attending your funeral…not that anyone will be there, let alone coordinate one.


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    3 Responses to Dear Self

    1. alone
      August 23, 2010 at 7:46 pm

      You’re not worthless, and I’m sure you’re pretty. Much prettier than other people. Don’t ever think you’re not good enough, you’re more than good enough. Don’t let everyone else win and just quit, stand up and show them how much better you are than them. You’re worth so much, believe me.


    2. El Jeffe
      August 23, 2010 at 7:49 pm

      I feel like that sometimes too, but don’t give up. Hang in there, you’re worth it.


    3. CamCam.
      August 23, 2010 at 9:16 pm

      There are many others that feel the same way you do towards themselves. It might have been hard to post what you did, but thank you for posting it.
      You doing this has actually shown others some light, some hope. Showing them that they’re not alone in feeling that way.

      You may or may not want to hear this (or secretly inside, you do), but you are loved. You have purpose.
      You’re not a mistake.
      Your life is a gift.
      And although you feel you may not mean much to many people, there’s one person that you mean much to, and they’re probably holding on because they see your strength.

      Be enouraged.
      You have a beautiful heart and a beautiful soul.

      And please live.
      Please at least stay alive, even if it’s just for this comment.

      But really, thank you. I appreciate you sharing your inner feelings with me.



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