Aven, I lost you. I don’t know where, but I did. It gets less depressing soon I promise… But anyway… It’s been over a year and here it is… your birthday. I cried for you today at the foot of an angel. Love has not stopped at all. Not one day. It’s there. Unconditional even through all that you put me through. You’re so amazing, but You’re an ass. You are a grade A asshole. Stop being a jerk and let people love you and love them back. This doesn’t mean me. Just LOVE. Stop being afraid and stop taking real love for granted. Happy 20th birthday dearest. I didn’t forget your birthday. Like I told you I wouldn’t. Y’asshole.