So I’m gone and didn’t get a chance to say goodbye, to give you one more big hug, you know the ones you always make me do 3 times over cause they’re never good enough? And we’ll text and I’ll see you in a month maybe but I don’t want to wait that long.
I’m in love with you. Head over heels, can’t sleep, can’t eat, hummingbird heartbeat in love. I can’t stop smiling when you’re near me, even when you’re complaining about our stupid coworkers.
And you have a girlfriend. One that, for some reason, you hid from me. Don’t lie to me. You didn’t just “not mention her”, you actively hid her. And I’m sure she’s lovely. But why hide her? Did you kind of want to see where this went?
I can’t even begin to tell you how in love I am. Watching movies, sharing food, funny radio calls, that one night at the party we spent wrapped around each other. I swear the whole world stopped and everyone disappeared except you, your nose pressed against mine, your lips brushing my neck. We were there for what felt like days, but was only hours, long hours wrapped tight. I never wanted it to end.
So there it is. I’m in love with you. Maybe you two will be broken up in a month. Maybe not. Maybe you’ll realise you kinda like that dorky girl who loves you but doesn’t even like you. Maybe not.
Either way, I’m in love with you. And I will yell thank you very much.