i don’t know what i have done so wrong to deserve what you constantly give me. i feel pain and misery only so that you get the satisfaction of feeling like you have some sort of power. but when do i get to feel power? to feel strength. i was only loving and caring towards you and you treated me like shit. you have gone after yet another one of my best friends after experiencing and taking part in of the best night of my life. what have i done to deserve you treating me like i am worthless? i do believe that i am better than what you have given to me but it is so hard to let go. i like you so much and would probably give almost anything for you, but i do know that you would not do the same since you have deleted me from your life completely. i’m so sorry i have caused you trouble but you have left a mark in my heart that i feel is quite hard to erase, at least right now. i miss you, and always will until you come back to me. much love.