You know who you are.
I want you to know that I’ve fallen head over heels for you but I don’t want to tell you because I’m horrified of losing you. But I’m willing to test our friendship for our love. It’s obvious that you love me too, I can see it in your eyes. You’re the most valuable thing I have, and you’re not even mine. I’d hate to say that I almost wish we weren’t friends so we could hurt each other in the end. But I just want to love you they way you should be. I know that you probably won’t let me but I just want you to know what it feels like to be loved unconditionally by somebody who understands you and is willing to listen. You’ve shoved a knife through my heart twice, but I still come back to you because I refuse to give up on you. I can feel in your kiss that you want this as much as I do. Man up and finally ask me please.
I’m begging you.
I just want to be loved by you.
And want you to be loved by me.
I love you more than you could ever possibly know.