• My Exboyfriend and My Current Happiness

    by  • August 21, 2010 • Abuse, Frustration, Lost Love, The Ex • 0 Comments

    Dear Brandon,

    I’m not apologizing. I’m not going to contact you. I just needed somewhere to tell you that I am happy. I’d like to tell you that it took your emotional abuse for 2 years to make me realize my value. I didn’t deserve any of the hurtful things you told me. I never really did anything wrong. You were mad at me once just for not walking fast enough to your car. My class was on the opposite side of campus. And the way you handled your anger was scary. I hope you don’t act like that with Danielle. I don’t know her, but I know how you two met. And it hurt me when I could see you loved her more than you loved me while in our relationship. I don’t know why I held on so long. Anyways, the point of telling you all this is that I’m finally coming to realize that I deserve to be treated like an equal.I am a girlfriend to someone right now. But I’m not JUST a girlfriend to Mitchell. I’m a person who he admires and respects. He’s vocal about how amazing and inspiring I am. I never got that from you. Sure, we get frustrated with each other, but we know how to handle it and we know how to handle each other.

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