I’ve loved you for years now, you know that. You are my first love and no matter how many times we try to separate we can’t. I know that you love me but sometimes you can be so selfish. I care about your day and your interests, I’ve even taken the time to become friends with your friends. When ever I tell you how my day goes you make a joke or say nothing at all as if it isn’t important. When I get excited about things you don’t encourage me, you just simply say “that’s nice.” You have never taken the time to even get to know any of my friends ever. Sometimes when I talk to you I count how many times I have to change the subject to something about you before you’ll really get into the conversation. When I tell my stories about my friends and things that happen to me it is only a rare occasion that you smile or laugh, normally you’ll just start talking about you and your friends. We’ve been through too much in the past three years for it to be wasted on something like this. I just don’t know how to tell you any of this without you being upset. I know you would deny it and we would fight about it. I know you love me because you show me in so many different ways. It’s just this one thing I can not get over.