So I realized tonight why you broke up with me, it never made sense until now I guess I’ve been avoiding really thinking about it.
A late night conversation with my brother made me understand.
That I’ve been a really really shitty boyfriend
We started out as friends not knowing much about each other but slowly letting our attraction show through our friends, the silly little comments that we both knew we wanted each other to hear.
Our attracting grew until we started seeing each other after & half way through summer I made you mine.
Thinking about it now maybe it was a mistake on my part, I should have been more honest with you, told you what was really up.
I never took you out, I feel like I never made you feel special. I never kissed you when I would pick up, I feel bad, I know it bothered you.
Our communication was fubar but i don’t think I’m all to blame
I’ll try my best it’s been a week since it’s ended and I know I messed it up but hopefully my efforts will pay off on being friends.