I love you with all that I am. I will live for you and I would die for you. You have saved my life many times just by being yourself. I want to run away with you, because that seems so much more simple than planning a wedding that no one will approve of anyway. I wish I was brave enough to go through with it. I wish you were more emotional, and I wish I didn’t feel like you shut me out sometimes. I know you are uncomfortable with my emotions and I’m trying to hide them from you… But I just can’t. And yes, I do think I’m pregnant and I wish you were more concerned.