You don’t want a relationship, I do. I’m never good enough for anyone, apparently you even, and all you are is a 17 yr old. So what does that say about me, considering i’m older? I hate you for making me fall in love with you, I hate you for saying all the right things, I hate you for ignoring me for a day then text me like you never stoppped talking to me. I hate how when I am with you I have fun, without the help of any drug. I hate that your my addiction and I can’t seem to get enough. I hate that I’ve known you a couple of months and am already head over heels for you. I hate that you don’t care if you’re hurting me, as long as you get laid, right? Two can play at that game, and for a while I did. But I’m over it, I don’t want other people. I want you and only you. I hate that you’re younger than me but can still make me feel the way I do about you. I hate you appear when its convenient for you. I hate every other fucking girl you talk to -which btw, some are disgusting- all in all I’ve come to realize I love you but I hate you more for what you’re capable of doing to me. I hate that you’re the reason I can’t sleep at night. What don’t I have that anyone else does? You and me have both discussed that we are perfect together. If we are so perfect then why won’t you date me, what’s so wrong with me? And this whole hate letter is pointless because I know the second you talk to me and wanna see me I’ll come running back. I know better, I really do. But as people say, love is blind.