• I love you so much I hate you

    by  • August 12, 2010 • Hatred, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 4 Comments

    You don’t want a relationship, I do. I’m never good enough for anyone, apparently you even, and all you are is a 17 yr old. So what does that say about me, considering i’m older? I hate you for making me fall in love with you, I hate you for saying all the right things, I hate you for ignoring me for a day then text me like you never stoppped talking to me. I hate how when I am with you I have fun, without the help of any drug. I hate that your my addiction and I can’t seem to get enough. I hate that I’ve known you a couple of months and am already head over heels for you. I hate that you don’t care if you’re hurting me, as long as you get laid, right? Two can play at that game, and for a while I did. But I’m over it, I don’t want other people. I want you and only you. I hate that you’re younger than me but can still make me feel the way I do about you. I hate you appear when its convenient for you. I hate every other fucking girl you talk to -which btw, some are disgusting- all in all I’ve come to realize I love you but I hate you more for what you’re capable of doing to me. I hate that you’re the reason I can’t sleep at night. What don’t I have that anyone else does? You and me have both discussed that we are perfect together. If we are so perfect then why won’t you date me, what’s so wrong with me? And this whole hate letter is pointless because I know the second you talk to me and wanna see me I’ll come running back. I know better, I really do. But as people say, love is blind.

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    4 Responses to I love you so much I hate you

    1. PMaximous
      August 12, 2010 at 6:23 pm

      I completely get it, i’m in the same situation. Except we did date and he ended it because he didnt love me, and he didnt want me anymore. After we had sex, which i know was stupid, but he made me so happy i wanted to make him happy. So, you’re not alone, because i still love him but i hate that he can cause me all this pain.




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    2. statutory!
      August 12, 2010 at 6:25 pm

      your/you’re, statutory




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    3. addie
      August 20, 2010 at 5:39 am

      um actually, it technically is statutory but he is 17 which means he knows what he’s doin and he has the choice to be with her or not. If he wants it, and tells people, its not statutory. he’s past the age on consent. so don’t accuse people of being “statutory” when you don’t even know what it means




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    4. catelynn
      October 7, 2010 at 3:59 am

      Yeah really she is going through enough you dont need to make her feel like she is doing something wrong……….And hunn i know exactly how you feel except the guy i fell for had a girlfriend but that didnt stop him i gave him my virginity and everything and now im alone and he is still with her when i have done soooooo much for him i might be kinda young but still… i loved him…i still do love him and if i turn out to be pregnant then wat will he do???? but trust me if he doesnt want to date you then he only wants one thing and if you give it to him then he will think that its ok to use you for sex…. Please be careful and maybe try talking to him….maybe it would help




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