God, I love you so much. I’ve told you a million times, and I loved you for so long. I thought you’d never love me back. I thought that I was a mere speck in your life, there – but not noteworthy.
I was with him, you were too cool. I looked up to you, some popular guy that wouldn’t look twice. I was happy just for you to speak to me like a friend, laugh at my jokes and make me laugh in return. I just wanted to ask you a million and one questions and have you answer them. Everything, from your profession to your feelings, I just wanted to know.
You saw me that night, crying and broken down. I was supposed to be having a good time, but I brought everyone down, I felt so pathetic. I convinced myself from then that i would have to be different to become tolerable to you.
It’s kinda crazy how you fell for me when I was being as ‘me’ as I could be.
You’re always talking about how you’re so relieved that everything happened the way it did. If one little thing had gone wrongly, we’d never have ended up together.
I don’t know… I’d probably still have chased you.
I’m happier than I’ve been in forever. You’re so perfect and you make me feel the same. It’s been such a short time, but it feels like a million years since I asked you why you didn’t go to that party and were in alone like me.
I guess the truth of that was because we were waiting on each other.
I love you so much, don’t ever change.