i love you. i love you so much, but the truth is, i’m scared. i’ve never felt this way about someone. i hate being without you, even when you are driving me insane. i wish that i could show you how i love you, but i feel like because of the way i am, and the way i act, you’ll never know. and i’m moving, not to get away from you, but to save myself from getting hurt. because i know it’s coming. i can’t stand being this vulnerable. but i can’t stand being without you. i don’t know what’s going to happen in the end, but know that i love you. and i will miss you more than you know.