I hope you find happiness. I hope you find peace. I hope you find someone who cares about you as much as I do. I want you to know that I’ll always keep you around in my thoughts. Things will look up, I promise. There are going to be points in your life that seem like they can’t get any better any time soon, but soon. Soon they’ll get better. You can always assume the worst and hope for the best, but sometimes you shouldn’t assume the worst. You may be cynical but you need to work on that, try to forget about things happening. Live life for the moment, and stop expecting the worst to happen, stop planning for things that will never happen. You’re worth something to someone, you just need to find them. I know you hate the silence, you need to find something to fill the silence. It’ll get better from here, don’t worry.