So this past year you can say I’ve gone a little crazy. Boy crazy that is. So hmm I’ve hooked up, as in made-out, with way too many people to count. I get drunk then it just sounds like a good idea. So I always tell myself what is the point cuz I just feel so empty inside after. What is the point? I guess I just don’t care anymore. I have a reputation and it’s not good. I hate being misinterpreted. I need to change. I need to have more respect for myself and not be so easy like that.
I want to be that innocent girl again. I want a guy to have to work hard for the first kiss from me. I want to show myself that I deserve someone who cares about me and loves me.
I want to change. God please help me change.
I want to be innocent, pure, and sweet, like american honey.