• Honey

    by  • August 11, 2010 • Forgiveness, God, Self-Esteem, Sex • 2 Comments

    So this past year you can say I’ve gone a little crazy. Boy crazy that is. So hmm I’ve hooked up, as in made-out, with way too many people to count. I get drunk then it just sounds like a good idea. So I always tell myself what is the point cuz I just feel so empty inside after. What is the point? I guess I just don’t care anymore. I have a reputation and it’s not good. I hate being misinterpreted. I need to change. I need to have more respect for myself and not be so easy like that.

    I want to be that innocent girl again. I want a guy to have to work hard for the first kiss from me. I want to show myself that I deserve someone who cares about me and loves me.

    I want to change. God please help me change.

    I want to be innocent, pure, and sweet, like american honey.

    2 Responses to Honey

    1. Colleen
      October 3, 2010 at 7:15 pm

      I know exactly how you feel! It is as though I wrote what you said in my journal and you brought it to life. I believe in us, we are better then the make out sessions. I will send my love your way and we will get through this phase and find someone special willing to work for that first kiss! I love you! 🙂

    2. Adam
      October 3, 2010 at 9:45 pm

      You are WORTH love! Great, true, passionate love! You DO deserve someone who cares about you and loves you!! Don’t give up!

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