• Forever I’ll miss you..

    by  • August 11, 2010 • Breaking Up, Cheating, Grief, Lost Love, Love - Pure and Simple, Regret, To You • 0 Comments


    I guess I asked for it, I should have known better than to rifle through your things. Even in the moment that I was doing it, I knew I was going to find something that I didn’t want to see. I asked myself a million times why I continued to do it even when I knew the outcome was going to be heartbreak. I guess it just seemed like something that I was going to find eventually so I mine as well get it over with. But the truth is, that day ruined my life. And for the first time ever, I wish my curiosity hadn’t gotten the best of me. I miss you more than any words could ever express. It was so much more comfortable waking up in the morning in your arms. No other arms have ever held me as good, being next to you was the best way to end every night and start the day. Not to mention how much I took for granted being able to see you smile everyday. I wish I wouldn’t have been such a coward and told you how much I loved you, how much I still love you and how much I’ll always love you. It’s true when they say you don’t know what you have until it’s gone.. even though I still have the suspicion you cheated on me. Even though you’ll deny it forever. I wish more than anything that I could fix the wrong I caused.. and be able to accept the truths that you try and tell me. I’m sorry I’m so stubborn and that my stubbornness ruined the chance we had to fix our partnership. I’ll remember that for the rest of my life. I miss you more than you’ll ever know. I still dream that one day you’re going to call me, so we can talk about this and make it right. But you never do, and I’m sure you won’t. I love you, T, please come back to me…

    Love Forever,
    Your Ninja

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