I’ll never know what goes on inside in your head when were together. If it was meant to be then it was meant to be but nothing is worse then when you find it’s not. I know that I wanted something more from you something that for some reason you wouldn’t give to me. I wish I could just know why? We talk always and you know my feelings and yet you say nothing to me about it. I want to know what I mean to you… am I just a friend? or am I the love of your life? or maybe I’m someone you’re waiting to forget. Regardless and as silly as this sounds an even greater idea than being with you is not having to subject myself to you anymore. I know that through this all we have become great friends and I wouldn’t ever want to lose that but this is too much for me to bear, to be around you but not with you is something I can’t do.
This isn’t me giving up, this is me letting go.