I can’t say I loved you when I met you..I think I hated you. But as time went on and you showed an interest I thought..why not? And I went for you..for a month you were all I could think about and I loved every moment with you! Remember the first night we slept with each other? I remember the way you smiled and I remember the way you kept telling me how I could do so much better but when I told you to hush up,you smiled more and laughed..you took me to your room and held me so much. The next day we laid in bed listening to music..laughing at how insane we realised we were.. Oh dear god how I wish I could go back to that day. I wish that I could be with you that same way. We lasted six months and I know we are the best of friends now and I know you know how I feel about you! Dear Jesus you would have to be blind, deaf and dumb not to realise how insane I am about you! I throw myself into complete misery over you. I can’t believe how much I love you!! But it’s hopeless…that night you broke up with me…you said the same thing…I was too good for you. How am I too good for you? I love you…and isn’t that all that matters??