Insecurity. Killed me. Insecurity killed everything we had. My
jealousy messed all our plans up. My attitude pushed you away…
No… It wasn’t me that messed everything up… I wasn’t insecure, you just had too many females around. I was never jealous, you kould hang out with them as you pleased. You kalled them babe, you kalled them hunny, you walked them to klass, you hugged them. What the heck was I supposed to feel??
My attitude changed dramatically when you and I became an us.. But you didn’t notice that I was caring and affectionate… You never noticed the little things I did for you. You always wanted more. But it wasn’t always about you. Your life revolved around me. I loved you, I love you. You cared. You made me feel special, like I was the one that was meant for you. But as soon as it got to my heart as soon as I believed it…you cheated. It was dreadfully painful. I hated you. I still hate you. But if I had one more chance with you. I’d be with you. I’d give us a try. But since that will never be possible again, Steve, I want you to know that even though we don’t see or talk to each other I love you with all my heart. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be alright. In the end, we are different.