I know everyone is there. I know I am loved. It’s hard for me;however, to tell you I go to sleep with hopes of never waking up, and I wake up wishing I never did. There’s days that I can stand up and say I feel alright and I can honestly say I will never take my own existence. The pain stays within me, and no one truly knows that it is there. I don’t want to worry anyone but I don’t want to be lonely anymore.