• Just a Feeling

    by  • August 8, 2010 • Frustration, God, Parents, Self-Esteem, To You • 0 Comments


    I don’t understand why you put up with that man that has the title of “step-father”. Most days feel like I’m the only one who sees his hypocrisy.

    At this point I’m just pretending that you’re not there. At no point when I was a “follower” or “saved” did I feel anything. Aren’t we supposed to feel some sort of connection? I’m praying to dead air.

    I’m sorry I don’t take care of you the way I should. The burdens and secrets I hold hurt all the way from rape, father abandonment, depression, and suicide. Maybe one day it’ll all make sense, but for now I don’t see it.

    I’m facing my second year of college with no money and no idea where my life is headed. I feel frustrated. Everyone else has everything figured out! I’m terrified that i’m going to have to pick settle with Nursing so I have SOME kind of career (even though that’s not something I want to do).

    Dear American People,
    I’m livid with our actions. How dare you, especially Michigan, take away our opportunities. I had $1,000 promised by the state for school, but it’s all taken away.

    Why did you let yourself get this far into debt? How will I ever retire? Can I even make it through school? Why do we carry a lethargic attitude? Shouldn’t we be proactive in our government, in our lives, and for our health?

    I’m angry because I’m 19, and I feel like I know better than my parent’s generation…

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