I miss what we used to have. No one has ever felt so real and true and I dream of you everynight, I’m just too afraid to tell you because it makes me feel weak. I truly loved you and have never felt the same about anyone else, despite what you and anyone else may think. You’re perfect for me, and even years later I still miss you. I always wish at night that you feel the same way, even though I know you don’t and never will. I want to forget you and the way we were, but I can’t. and I wish I could tell you all of this and that you would completely understand, but I know you never will. I’m still heartbroken after all of these years, and it kills me to feel like this and not be able to tell anyone. I want you to take me back and forgive me for all of my mistakes, but it’s too late. I ruined it. And now I’m receiving my consequences. I ruined the one thing that has ever truly been good for me. I miss you. I still love you, but you never notice.