Please just come home. This time last year you were with me. You came home for me. Please just come back. Tell me you were wrong and how difficult that past few months have been for you. Tell me you were wrong about everything.
I know this last year was horrible. I know it was the most difficult thing either of us have ever had to deal with. But we got through it. We got through that. Doesn’t that show you that we can get through anything?
I want you here to see how far I’ve come. D, you would be so proud. I know you would. No one was ever more proud of me then you were, or believed in me quite like you did. You always told me how beautiful I was, when I looked and felt so different. You never made me feel like I wasn’t pretty or good enough.
I think you got scared. You were going through the same thing I was, but couldn’t process it all. You needed to find inspiration in yourself that you saw me possess. You left to try to find the amazing within yourself that you saw in me.
You are my hero. You always will be. I think about you everyday and I still love you, deeply and with all my heart. No one has compared to you since you left…
You fought for me when I couldn’t fight for myself. You held my head up when I was too tired to breath or walk to the bathroom. You held my heart and gave me strength. You healed me. You helped me more than anyone.
Please come back. Everything we went through meant something. You can’t tell me that it didn’t. No one I ever meet for the rest of my life will ever be able to prove to me that they would stay with me through something like that. Something so tragic. Please D. We need to give this another chance…
I love you always. No matter what happens, even if I never see you ever again, I will always love you.
Take care of yourself love.