• I am broken.

    by  • August 8, 2010 • Fear, Loneliness, Lost Love, Love - Pure and Simple, Miss You • 2 Comments

    I loved you from almost the second that I met you. The more I knew, the more I loved. The truth is, I was a coward. I couldn’t ever muster the courage to ask you to be with me because I was afraid of the answer. I suppose that now I will never know. If I could tell you one thing, I’d tell you that I love you and miss you. I would tell you that, even though it’s been 8 months, I still think about you everyday, a million times a day. I would tell you that my biggest fear is that you were “it” for me and that now I will never be satisfied, happy, or in love. I can’t help but compare the fear of forever lonely to the fear I had of the possibility of you rejecting me. I wonder, would I have changed it all if only I had known. I love you. I hope I won’t love you forever.

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    2 Responses to I am broken.

    1. that girl
      March 18, 2012 at 3:57 pm

      This breaks me…because it’s so true.


    2. Enjay
      March 21, 2012 at 7:33 pm

      This touches my heart, because I understand the paralyzing fear that roots you in place when matters of the heart are anything but clear.

      Here’s my take on it: If you don’t ask, the answer will always be “No”. If you do, it may be “Yes”.

      I understand that every circumstance is unique and different, but if fear of rejection is the only thing holding you back from something that can be truly beautiful, my advice is to take a deep breath, swallow that fear and follow through no matter the consequences.



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