• you are all I’ve ever loved

    by  • August 7, 2010 • Friends, Frustration, Love - Pure and Simple, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I see you and my heart skips, it skips longer than it has for everyone else. I sit near you and I just want to hold you. You hug me when you haven’t seen me a long while and I die, knowing that that hug is only between friends. Ever since I met you seven long years ago I have longed for and even loved you. It started as a gigantic crush but after just a single year it grew to more than that. I showed you the signs, I looked into your eyes every time you talked to me; but when you would talk about your boyfriends. I listened to your every word. I did wall I could to please you. I TOLD you I wanted to be more than friends three times and each time you just wanted to be friends. You have gone through multiple relationships and I have always heard of them, and all I could do is listen to you and let more of me die. And yet you still just want to be friends, you ask me to a party for your leaving, you ask me to hang out with you. And it kills me inside to say yes or no. You asked me to be your friend because I am one of your oldest, and you are one of mine. But I can no longer be just friends.
    I love you Kate.

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