I think about the first time we met. I think about all the things I could have done differently to change the way you thought of me. I look back now and realize that I don’t know if it would have made any difference.
I loved you, and part of me still does even though I’m with him. I love him and he loves me. But I still think about you. I can tell myself over and over again your bad qualities, but for some reason, it doesn’t alter the image I have of you in my mind.
I don’t understand why I can’t seem to completely let you go. Part of me has moved on, but not all of me.
I want to let you go, but I have a feeling its going to be a long time before I can completely do that.
I will continue to wonder if there is something that needs to happen to release me from the idea I have of you in my head. If there is, I wish it would just go on and let me go.