I know you love me, and I know you want to be with me forever. You’re in love with me, and that makes me the happiest and luckiest girl on the planet. I am in love with you, and would love to spend the rest of my life with you. But I don’t know how long you’re going to hold on before I can get a hold of what I need to change. You can’t deal with my emotional baggage, and that’s understandable. No one else before could, so I don’t see why it would be different with you.
When I ask you why you’re with me and deal with me, you say “because I love you, and that’s my job.”
In a year, we will be moving north together. You will be starting college, while I will be freshly graduated from college. I am so scared to start my life as an adult, but with you by my side, I’m ready. We can take on anything together, and I can’t wait until the day we can live under the same roof.
You promised to give me everything I never had.
I don’t have much to offer, but I will love you for the rest of my life, and that is my promise to you.