When I look at you my heart still skips a beat, and sometimes you still take my breath away. Just things are changing lately, and it’s happening really fast. We hardly talk anymore and when we do talk it ends up in a fight. I try to bring myself to say the words we need to end, and I always get so close to forming the words, but then the thought of you being with another girl enters my head, and it kills me. I can’t imagine you sharing inside jokes, or on the spot trips/adventures with someone else, but mostly it kills me to think that you will kiss another girl. I know that I am selfish for thinking this, because you would want me to be happy with someone else, but it would kill me if you were with someone else. But, I can’t handle what’s been happening in this past few weeks. Your temper has been scaring the crap out of me. The expression on your face is like you could kill someone, and I am afraid that one day, you will release your temper on me. I want you to be one the one that ends it, because I want you to make the choice, because I can’t.