I think I’ve come to a whole new level of consciousness in my life. I had a great realization the other day and I found that I had the ability to simply enjoy it.
I didn’t have to accept or deny it, I didn’t have to come up with a plan or decide how I was going to hide or downplay it. It was there, and i had found it. And it felt so good.
It wasn’t the impetus to act, but the sum of a string of events. I had no choice but to smile, and let it fill my heart with joy.
I realized that I am in love.
And it scares the shit out of me.