We’ve been together for 2 years now. And I don’t think I love you. I’m with you for you, and you only. I’m afraid of what would happen if I left you. I’ve never forgiven you for hitting me, for choking me, for telling me you were going to kill me. I don’t think I have the strength to forgive you, I don’t think I need to forgive you. I know you’re sorry. And I know you’ve changed, you haven’t done anything like that in 6months or so. But really, really? I just…I can’t forgive this. I know I’m not going to leave you, and I know one day we’re going to get married and have a family of our own. But that is what scares me the most. I’m afraid for my unconceived children. I’m afraid for my life, when you get upset. I want to leave you, cause I know I deserve better, and we have NOTHING in common. But just part of me won’t leave you, and part of me will never forgive you.