I love you and I need you. I know that we’re in a tough situation right now, but I’m determined and I hope you are too, because you’re all I have to hang onto in this world. There was a time, before I knew you, where I wandered aimlessly, convinced that life was not for me; I had ruled out all possibility of happiness until I met you. I was so naive. You made me see that in this life, where we only have one chance to find happiness, patience is necessary for survival. I had hope without patience, and I had given my resignation. My dreams were dying.
But then I loved you, and now you’re the only thing I’m waiting for.
None of the rest matters.
That is why I will wait for you. I will wait until the day we always talk about, some far-off day when we don’t have to dream anymore and we can find happiness in our waking hours, together at last.
Sometimes I am afraid that you don’t feel the same way I do; sometimes I’m afraid that when that day comes, you won’t be there or you’ll turn away. Sometimes I want to give up, but I cannot, because there is a chance that things will work out and the one shot I’m taking for happiness in my life won’t miss.