You’re a horrible, malevolent person. I despise you for who you made me become and at the same time blame myself for not stopping it while i could of. Because of you, I judge people before I meet them and never give them a chance to prove that judgement wrong. I put myself on a pedestal, a very high pedestal. I never let anyone let me what to do and I am not afraid to tell anyone no or to fuck off anymore. Although sometimes that is a plus, it has gotten me nowhere but further down a lonely road with less and less people by my side as time goes on. As much as I try and strive to change, to go back to my simple happy go lucky life i can’t, and it is just as much my fault as yours. Maybe one day we will both grow up.