• if only you knew

    by  • August 1, 2010 • Breaking Up, Cheating, Goodbye, Regret • 0 Comments

    i am so sorry that i did everything to you that had just been done to me. i never loved you as much as you loved me, even though i said i did. everytime i held you in my arms and i said i love you i was thinking of him. everytime you asked me where my mind wandered off to be in bed or what i was thinking of, it was always the ex. the truth is, you just were a little too small, and you won’t ever make as much money as he does. i know it sounds so awful but i don’t want to struggle with bills and i don’t want sex to feel like charity. you were basically a really long rebound. i was cheating from day 1. sometimes twice a day. the passcode on my phone was for the reasons you thought. i think your friends are a pathetic group of rag tag freaks and misfits. you on the other hand are such a nice guy that i had to break up with you before you got hurt or before being with me made you into the worst thing you could become … just like me

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