I never though that we would end, not like this, and not at all. I always thought that we’d spend our lives together, I mean we finished high school and managed 4 years together. I pictured us continuing to be together you know? Finishing college (even though you were 3 hours away), getting married, and a house (remember we talked about our house I wanted horses and you wanted a lake) and having kids.You would be such a great dad especially if we had a son, I can see the two of you fishing.
You can still have all of that, we can still grow old together. But now we are not only growing old alone, we are growing apart and I don’t want to be old without you.
You have always been the one I was to kiss me and tell me you love me. I want you to be the one I come home to every night. I want to be your world. But now your world just seems to involve fishing and from what I’m hearing no stable girl, just a bunch of one night stands. I never thought that would be something you would do, I thought you had more dignity than that…. I guess I was wrong; about everything. But one thing I know I am not wrong about is that I know you and love you. I know you will need more then a one night stand sometime soon, I know that there will always be something there for us, and I know that one day you will miss me as much as I miss you now.
I want to be waiting and I want to take you back when that happens with my arms wide open longing for your embrace, but I can’t promise I will.
But if there is one thing I can promise you, it’s this… You are the only one I have ever loved and I will ALWAYS no matter where I go in life LOVE you with EVERY bit of my HEART