• You really are pretentious.

    by  • June 23, 2010 • Knock it Off, Lost Love, Regret • 0 Comments

    I hate you. Right now anyway.

    You made out I was 1 in a million. Said I deserved better than what I had, told me of the amazing things you would do for me if I was yours.

    It only took the slightest interest of the skankiest girl to change your sights. I’m sure she hears the same words you fed to me.

    I used 100% of my self control not to run straight to you. You have no idea how much pain that has saved me. I am so happy I’m not as impulsive as you.

    Did you think about the things you were causing? The hurt, the confusion or the problems?

    Now, what have you left? A broken relationship and a broken girl. A girl who wishes she could be happy for long enough before people step all over her.

    You said yourself, I shouldn’t be as nice to people as I am. I want to drive to your house, walk in the door and rip your heart out, just like you did mine.

    Why do I never mean as much to them as they mean to me.

    I feel like I’m going round in circles.

    I hate you. Right now anyway.

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