I can’t believe I stuck around as long as I did. I can’t believe I trusted you. I can’t believe that I’m even still here. You make me hate myself so much and make me hate you so much to the point where I can’t wait to get the fuck out of here. You were never really here for me, you never really cared. The only thing you did was put rules and restrictions on me, but I guess it never mattered. Not like I followed them anyway. I have waited 18 years for this day. Cause now you can’t call the cops you can’t tell me what to do.You can’t send me away.You do shit. And I love it. Every single bit of it. You sit there and tell me you love me and have my best interest. That you’re just looking out for me. If that were true then where the hell were you when I needed you. Where were you when he put his hands on me? That’s right you were at home sleeping in your nice warm bed,thinking everything was fine, when the truth was I was going through hell. So all I want to say to you is FUCK YOU! You never really did care. And when things got hard you shipped me off. Wow that’s a great way to show me how much you really cared.