Ok so here is the problem. You really annoy me, but I still love you. It took me awhile to realize that you can totally be annoyed by someone, but still love them. I just hate being asked so many questions all the time when you are just going to forget what I tell you anyway. I don’t want to tell you what is going on in my life because you will ask me about it again soon enough. I know there is nothing to do about it, but it still sucks and makes it hard to have a close relationship. You think that I haven’t told you, but I really have most of the time.
You have always been there for me. I know you would drop anything to come to help me and I truly am appreciate of that. It is just hard to look past all of the hurt that you have caused me over the years that you don’t even know half of the extent of. I am just so angry all the time from it all and can’t seem to get rid of it and forgive you yet. I know time will heal those wounds and take the anger away. I think next year will help with that a lot.