• Archive for June 20th, 2010

    A Conversation Never Had

    by  • June 20, 2010 • Frustration, Grief, Parents • 0 Comments

    How do you stand there with that mask on? You only come around when you are going to look good. You have absolutely no interest in me except when it rewards you in some way. Why can’t you just be there because it is important to me or just be there because you can and don’t have to be.

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    by  • June 20, 2010 • Confusion, Fear, Self-Esteem • 3 Comments

    What am I? Who have I become? I’ve dedicated myself to never becoming the victim of my situations, past and present. I look in the mirror and I don’t even know what I see. I’m confused with myself. I am deathly scared of failing. Everyone tells me how awesome I am, how good hearted and natured I am. They

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    You’re a Fake…

    by  • June 20, 2010 • Knock it Off, Parents • 0 Comments

    Your children hate you. They may not say it to your face, but they talk about it all the time. That you never want them there, and that you only holler at them to be quiet or make them help watch their younger half-siblings. You have tried and tried to make their father appear to be the bad

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    The Great Conversation

    by  • June 20, 2010 • Knock it Off, Parents • 1 Comment

    I have been waiting for this moment for 18 years. The moment in which I am no longer under your reign over me. The moment in which I a, in complete control of myself and hold all the power in my hands. The moment when you have nothing to leverage me with. The moment when I give you the

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    Grey Area

    by  • June 20, 2010 • Frustration, Love - Pure and Simple • 1 Comment

    Ok so here is the problem. You really annoy me, but I still love you. It took me awhile to realize that you can totally be annoyed by someone, but still love them. I just hate being asked so many questions all the time when you are just going to forget what I tell you anyway. I don’t want

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