• I am so tired I could just-zzzzzzz…

    by  • June 10, 2010 • To Everybody • 1 Comment

    Dear subconcious,

    Could you lay off of the dreams tonight? Can I FINALLY get a full nights sleep without waking in the middle of the night gasping for breath?

    I have not had a full, intrupted, good 8 hours in over a month. Do you know what it is like to go to sleep, and be afraid of the unpredictability of your OWN mind?

    Last night, I had one of the happiest dreams of my life. It was about¬†this girl… a random girl with no face, who I fell in love with. I¬†woke up, thought about my dream, realized it was a dream, and cried¬†because I knew that I would never see my soul mate again.

    Two nights ago, I dreamed that my mother forced me to kill all of my¬†pets… I woke up with the pillow damp, sore eyes, and tears STREAMING¬†down my face. I cried for an hour… at four in the morning… and¬†then had to get up two hours later.

    THREE nights ago, I was in an empty circus tent… or at least I¬†THOUGHT it was empty. In my dream, a clown was chasing me with a¬†butcher knife, but I wasn’t afraid of him. As soon as that¬†butcher¬†knife¬†turned into free tickets for the show though, I ran like HELL.

    These dreams are so confusing… I just don’t know what to think¬†anymore. I am afraid to go to sleep because I REALLY do not want to¬†dream. It is really getting to me, and I don’t know what to do about¬†it!

    Well… off to sleep… wish me luck.

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    One Response to I am so tired I could just-zzzzzzz…

      June 13, 2010 at 10:50 am

      ask the LORD to give you a clearer interpatation of your dreams, and when you have bad dreams release the enemies hands from the midst of your dreams, because the craftiness of the enemy, for he knows he can’t take you awake so he will try to place fear within you in your dreams! PLEAD THE BLOOD OF JESUS OVER YOUR MIND AND YOUR DREAMS BEFORE YOU LAY DOWN AT NIGHT!



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