Since it’s going to be a year until I can go home, I try to forget about you. I ignore you on facebook and I purposefully fail to remember that I have your phone number. Then you send me a sweet message, and I lose my composure all over again. I can’t stop thinking about you (and me, together). You’re driving me crazy, and you’re a thousand miles away. I almost wish I could say I wanted you to stop, but that would be an unutterable, atrocious lie.