• Will you still love me tomorrow

    by  • May 24, 2010 • Abuse, Grief, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    Will you still love me when I tell you all the things I’m afraid to say. We built this world of you and me and love and safe and beautiful. I didn’t want to tell you. I still don’t.

    I was raped (for years.)
    (by a family member)

    I was a prostitute.
    I gave up on life when the only person who ever loved me was killed.
    Sometimes every moment feels like dying.

    And when I’m with you, I pretend these things don’t exist. I kiss you and I hold you, and I pretend I’m the girl I see in your eyes.

    Will you still love me one day when I tell you all these things. You who are so innocent and naive. You who has a family who has always loved you. You who has never seen a bad thing happen, except in movies.

    But I don’t think I’ll ever tell you, and so I don’t think you’ll ever be the one.

    -Your Girlfriend.

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