I love him still. I dont know what to do. We reside on two different coasts of the US. Me on the east, him on the west. I am married with 1 child. He is no longer in the state pin, where he resided when I left. I found him online and every time I see his face my heart skips a beat. The butterflies start flappin in my stomach. Im at a loss for anything. I just found out my husband may have another child, the result of him cheating on me last summer. I love him, but my heart still yearns for the west coast.