I don’t understand why you won’t just tell me the truth to give me some peace of mind. That is all I ask for anymore, the truth. You have this idea in your head that I am so desperate for you. I am living my life and I am happy. Yes, I miss you and yes I care about you but I can accept that you may not be the one for me. I have apologized for the things I did wrong and after 4 years you still can’t forgive me or at least let it go. I am beyond even trying to talk to you, what I would love to do is be able to just hear what you have refused to tell me and drop it. No matter what I do you think I am obsessed with you..I can’t decide whether you are extremely full of yourself or if it is that you are just stupid and you just don’t get it. After all the mean things you have said to me I wouldn’t doubt that it is that you are just full of arrogance. I wish all of this had never happened but since it did I wish you would tell me the truth about it.